You’ve heard it said that if you’re going to dream, then dream BIG. Most people, I believe, have dreams of a bright future. What kind of husband or wife they will marry, how many children they’ll have, what type of work they will do. All of these are things that the average person dreams about.

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These dreams for our future, carefully planned and mapped to the tiniest detail are what we build our lives upon.
For many, these carefully constructed dreams and plans come to fruition, and the “happily ever after’s” of life resemble a movie being played out on the big screen. The happy couple grows old together and ultimately rides off into the sunset, content in a life well lived.
Wouldn’t it be awesome if everyone lived a life like that? In a perfect world, maybe, but we live in a fallen world, not a perfect world. Plans change, and dreams are interrupted. People change, or worse, we find out they weren’t who we thought they were.
And sometimes, believe it or not, God Himself interrupts our lives.
That’s right; there are those among us who have been sailing along in life, content in discovering our own destinies, only to have God literally turn our lives upside down when He reveals HIS plan for our lives.
Whatever your profession, your calling in life, when you throw yourself into it, it becomes your life’s work. It becomes your identity, it defines you. Like it or not.
After spending what may well be the best years of our lives perfecting our craft, or calling, God begins to deal with us about going in a different direction.
Make no mistake; we will know when this happens to us. Jobs and positions disappear. Careers turn into a dead end. A sense of keen dissatisfaction sets in. Nothing brings excitement to our lives. We start to wonder what in the world is going on.
A host of emotions begin to pull at us. Bewilderment, confusion, a sense of loss, disappointment, even grief torments us as we try to figure it all out.
I have experienced all of these emotions, and many more, as one at a time my hopes and dreams of a life in ministry were stripped away.
I felt that my life’s work had been chartered for me, and all that was needed on my part was to simply do what others more experienced than I told me to do. Follow the formula, execute the plan, and voila, success!
The pulpit was my refuge, the only place where I felt like I was in control. It seemed to be the only place where what I said mattered. It became my identity, my safe haven, an inanimate security blanket that shielded me from the world.
But God had another plan for me. It was a plan that would take me to the back side of the desert, where no pulpit existed, where all of my plans would be systematically stripped away.
You see, I realized early on that I was incapable of being a follower “just because”. I could never be another “cookie cutter” minister. There was always too much of man and too little of God in the prescribed formula, and I soon found myself on the outside looking in so far as man was concerned.
Moses went through this sifting process, spending forty years in the desert as God prepared him for what lay ahead. Being raised in opulence, Moses was humbled to the point of needing God for his very breath. (Exodus 3:1)
The Apostle Paul was also a companion in this process. His three years in Arabia were spent tearing away every vestige of his former life. Indeed, he said of his past that he counted it all as loss, that he might win Christ. (Galatians 1:7, Philippians 3:7)
God’s plan all along was that I relinquish control of my life, a plan that I resisted for far too long. Even when I ventured into the world of business and enjoyed a measure of success, I never felt as though I was where I belonged. I never felt as though “this” is what I’m destined to do.
Looking back, I know that God had been calling me, preparing me for a long, long time for that which I still am not 100% certain about. I just know that He is.
We humans are a funny lot at times. We say we recognize God as Sovereign that he is in complete control. Yet in actuality, it is we who want control, we who want to plot our course. In short, we lock horns with the Almighty over who will reign supreme over our life.
All of us are meant to become vessels that our Father can use in His great kingdom. Vessel’s that can be filled with His Spirit and poured into those who need a Savior.
You are called of God, your destiny is secured in Him. Find your place in the kingdom and let God peel back the layers of Self, that you might be used of Him for His Glory.
Coming to grips with God’s plan for your life doesn’t have to be a lifetime process. You can do it today if you will humble your heart before Him and simply say Lord, I want your will to be done in my life.
Be blessed,
Ron
Oct 30, 2017 @ 22:29:07
The struggle you describe is so familiar to me, Ron. The search for identity in our calling, then the trauma of relinquishing it.
What we fail to realize is that God’s call is on our whole lives — from beginning to end. The success, the worldly triumph we crave (perhaps in an effort to heal childhood wounds) is only part of the journey. Yes, God has destined us for “bigger and better” things. Not, however, as the world defines those things.
Therein lies the rub (LOL). God is preparing us to share eternity with Him. That is not a reality we can truly grasp. Little wonder that Scripture tells us His thoughts are beyond our own (Isa. 55: 8-9).
We can pity ourselves, rant and rave, and endlessly mourn the loss of temporal things. Or we can trust the God who made us and on the earth on which we stand.
Blessings,
A.
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Oct 31, 2017 @ 14:24:21
So true Anna. It’s interesting to me that God can be at work in our lives for the longest time, yet we can be unaware of what He’s doing. God truly does know us even while we are yet in our mother’s womb,however what’s amazing is how long it takes us to recognize Him!
Have a blessed day Anna!
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Oct 31, 2017 @ 07:10:05
So true. I am finally starting to come to grips with this. Still struggling, like so many, but i’M finding I am that His ways are better.
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Oct 31, 2017 @ 14:26:18
Absolutely! If we remember, when Jesus prayed in the garden He said “not my will, but thine be done”. All of us struggle with the letting go of SELF, yet that is what it takes for Him to fulfill the plans he has for us. have a great day!
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