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It’s a Flounder.Do you know what Flounders do?

They Flounder!

People flounder too. They don’t lie on the bottom of the ocean,but they flounder.

Whenever we struggle,stumble,lose our way,or aimlessly flail about, we are floundering.

We get stuck.

Without a purpose we flounder.

Without direction we flounder.

Without a definitive plan we flounder.

Without passion we flounder.

So how do we stop floundering?

We must find our God given purpose.

Many of us struggle with purpose. Well, at least I do. I struggle with it seemingly non stop.And I’m sure that a lot of my struggles are tied into my recent retirement. I’ve read several books on post retirement and they all seem to have one common theme. That is that you are not defined by what you used to do.

Oh really? I must have slept through the part where they told me that because it sure seems as though the person I once was wants to still be that person! Why else would I keep waking at 4:00 am, unable to go back to sleep because my mind won’t quit trying to figure out what’s next?

The harsh reality for me is I’m afraid. I’m afraid of being without a purpose.I’m afraid of not finishing well.I’m afraid of not mattering.I’m afraid of being miserable. Mostly I’m afraid of missing what God has in store for me.

I have a feeling I’m not alone in my fears,am I?

Some say “listen to your passion,your dissatisfaction,to your gifts”. Still others say “listen to others”.

I think I need to listen to God.

And right about now I sure need to hear from Him!

Cause I’m getting tired of all this floundering!

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